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Thursday, April 11, 2013

CRPS-Related Dystonia


Integration of Sensory Force Feedback Is Disturbed in CRPS-Related Dystonia

Jonathan A. Coles, Editor

Abstract

Complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS) is characterized by pain and disturbed blood flow, temperature regulation and motor control. Approximately 25% of cases develop fixed dystonia. The origin of this movement disorder is poorly understood, although recent insights suggest involvement of disturbed force feedback. Assessment of sensorimotor integration may provide insight into the pathophysiology of fixed dystonia. Sensory weighting is the process of integrating and weighting sensory feedback channels in the central nervous system to improve the state estimate. It was hypothesized that patients with CRPS-related dystonia bias sensory weighting of force and position toward position due to the unreliability of force feedback. The current study provides experimental evidence for dysfunctional sensory integration in fixed dystonia, showing that CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia weight force and position feedback differently than controls do. The study shows reduced force feedback weights in CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia, making it the first to demonstrate disturbed integration of force feedback in fixed dystonia, an important step towards understanding the pathophysiology of fixed dystonia.

Introduction

Humans use proprioception, vision and the sense of touch to effectively handle objects with a wide range of mechanical properties. Sensory feedback is noisy and has limited accuracy . In the central nervous system the sensory feedback channels are integrated and weighted to improve the state estimate. For example, during balance control, the relative weights of the sensory inputs from the vestibular system, mechanoreceptors and vision  shift with environmental properties, i.e., sensory reweighting . To effectively weight sensory feedback channels, an estimate of their accuracy is required. Bayesian inference has been suggested to underlie sensory weighting . Similar sensory weighting occurs between force and position within the proprioceptive system. Object stiffness, the physical relationship between position and force, allows translation from one modality into the other. When handling stiff objects like a cup, deflections are negligible so position holds no information on the applied force. However, when handling soft objects like a sponge, deflections are large and allow position feedback to contribute to the estimated force and vice versa. When stiffness is known, combining the sensory feedback of these two modalities (sensory integration) provides increased accuracy of the estimate of either force or position . Position feedback is weighted heavier on soft objects (large deflections), while force feedback is weighted heavier on stiff objects (small deflections) in healthy subjects.
Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) is characterized by persistent pain, autonomic and trophic features  and is commonly preceded by a minor to severe trauma to a limb in the absence of an obvious nerve lesion . About 25% of the CRPS-patients develop fixed dystonia featuring abnormal postures and sustained muscle contractions, of which the underlying cause is unknown . Dysfunctional sensorimotor integration has been suggested to play a role in the pathogenesis of dystonia. The fact that many forms of focal dystonia can be relieved by “sensory tricks” is a strong indicator that sensory information is an important factor in focal dystonia . In addition, several studies specifically report dysregulation of force in dystonia. Recent modeling studies on the pathophysiology of fixed dystonia support involvement of force dysregulation as the computational neuromuscular model explained all defined features of fixed dystonia only with disturbed force feedback. Experimentally, the force variance during isometric force tasks increased in subjects with childhood dystonia due to cerebral palsy . Moreover, impairment of the ability to rapidly generate force and to voluntarily relax in patients with focal hand dystonia has been suggested to be related to down-regulation of sensory input . Problems to grasp and manipulate objects is a frequently encountered phenomenon in movement disorders . For example, patients with writer's cramp have increased grip force when lifting an object . Grip force adapts with sensory feedback suggesting that inaccurate grip force scaling is a manifestation of impaired sensorimotor integration. To study sensorimotor integration within the proprioceptive system in fixed dystonia we used a target matching paradigm where force and position were related using a (virtual) spring. If indeed sensory force feedback is unreliable, than Bayesian inference would dictate patients with fixed dystonia to reweight force and position feedback, favoring position feedback.

Materials and Methods

Subjects

After providing written informed consent, twenty volunteers – 10 CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia and 10 healthy controls – participated in the study that was approved by the medical ethics committee of the Leiden University Medical Center. The controls and patients were matched for age and gender (patients' mean age: 50.3 years (SD 10.3); controls' mean age: 50.8 years (SD 10.5); 1 male and 9 female in each group) and had equal handedness distribution (7 right-handed and 3 left-handed). All patients diagnosed with CRPS and dystonia were recruited in the Leiden University Medical Center (LUMC) and fulfilled the criteria for CRPS-I of the International Association for the Study of Pain (IASP) for at least one upper extremity .

Approach

We used a novel force-matching task that enables quantification of the sensory weighting of force and position . Subjects held the handle of a linear haptic manipulator (Fig. 1) with their dominant hand (controls) or the affected hand (patients; in case of two affected arms the dominant one was used). The arm and handle were blocked from vision to exclude undesired visual feedback. The manipulator simulated a spring and switched between two spring models:
Figure 1
Experimental setup.
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Object name is pone.0060293.e011.jpg). The order of the blocks was randomized and with every new block the subject performed 15 training trials with onscreen visual feedback of the force which enabled the subject to learn the task and familiarize with the stiffness. The spring relates force and position such that they can be integrated by the CNS to get an estimate of either one. The subject was instructed to operate a foot switch when an indicator bar, representing the exerted force, was aligned with the target indicators. Pressing the foot switch triggered a force measurement of 0.6 second at a sample rate of 250 Hz. After each measurement, the subject was instructed on-screen to return to the starting position, i.e., the zero-length of the spring. The next trial was automatically initiated when the subject had crossed the starting position which was indicated by the appearance of the instruction for the next trial. After training, the subject performed a series of trials composed of three trial types:
  1. Reference trials where the subject was instructed to apply the indicated force using the onscreen indicators, exactly as in training trials.
  2. Blind trials where the subject was instructed to reproduce the trained force blindly and to operate the foot switch when (s)he thought (s)he attained the trained force.
  3. Catch trials were blind trials where the linear spring was covertly replaced by the non-linear spring. The spring model was always substituted at the zero-length position, to prevent the subject from noticing any change in force.
Blind/catch trials were alternated with reference trials to prevent drift from the trained force. On average, one in three blind trials was randomly replaced by a catch trial, effectively providing one catch trial every six trials. A total of 12 catch trials were recorded per block.
The difference in force (ΔF) between the blind trials and the catch trials revealed the sensory weighting between force and position feedback. The disparity in the spring environment allows the separate weights of force and position feedback to be determined, because in the catch trials force feedback biases the exerted force toward the trained force and position feedback toward the trained position.

Data analysis

For every trial, the measured force was averaged over the 0.6-second measurements. To prevent bias to the data due to accidental presses of the foot switch all trials with an average force of less than 5.0N were ignored. Subsequently, the force during reference, blind and catch trials were averaged over the repetitions. ANOVA's were performed to test for an effect of group on the force difference between the blind and the catch trials (ΔF) and the sensory weights. Effects of stiffness on the force exerted during reference, blind and catch trials and on the force difference between the blind and the catch trials (ΔF) as well as on the sensory weights were tested for the CRPS-patients and controls separately. Post hoc tests with Bonferroni-correction for multiple comparisons were performed on trial type.
To compare sensor accuracy, paired t-tests between CRPS-patients and their age and sex-matched controls on the standard deviation of reproduced forces with an infinitely stiff spring, and the standard deviation of reproduced positions with a zero-stiffness spring were performed. An additional paired t-test compared the ratio of the standard deviations because according to maximum likelihood estimation the optimal weighting depends upon this ratio .

Results

Fig. 2 demonstrates that both controls and CRPS-patients closely approximated the target force of 10N during reference trials with small standard deviations. In the target matching task, reference trials were alternated with blind trials in which the target force was blindly reproduced by loading a linear spring. On occasion a blind trial was covertly replaced by a catch trial with a non-linear spring revealing the sensory weighting between force and position. A significant effect of group was found on the exerted force across all stiffnesses and trial types as well as an interaction effect of trial type*stiffness.  Significant effects of stiffness and trial type on the exerted force were found for both CRPS-patients and controls. Post hoc analysis revealed that both the CRPS-patients and the controls exerted a higher force during blind trials compared to reference trials, indicating that without visual feedback of the force the subjects underestimated the exerted force.  Additionally, the force during catch trials with the non-linear spring was slightly higher than during the blind trials with the linear spring, which was significant for controls.
Figure 2
The measured forces in the three trial types against spring stiffness.
Fig. 3 presents the measured difference in force between the blind and the catch trials (ΔF). The results show that the force difference was greater in CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia than in controls.

Discussion
Our findings suggest that CRPS-patients did not optimally weight the sensory inputs. Nevertheless, the CRPS-patients do show adaptation of the sensory weights with stiffness which suggests that sensorimotor integration is not dysfunctional. It seems reasonable to assume that the consistent bias toward position feedback is purposeful, indicative of reduced reliability of force feedback.
CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia produced higher forces in blind and catch trials than controls did, whereas even the controls produced high forces. In contrast to our previous study where the subjects were all male and substantially younger , here a scaling of the differences between the blind and catch trials was required to attain the sensory weights. We expect that the higher reproduction forces are due to the age difference, but cannot exclude gender as a factor since 9 out of 10 subjects were female (women are more predisposed to CRPS).
Certain aspects of our study correspond to previous studies on grip force adaptation with task-specific dystonia. Healthy subjects often overestimate the grip force required to lift a novel object and then adapt the force rapidly within the first three lifts . Interestingly, all subjects with task-specific dystonia showed this adaptation, but consistently applied higher force levels than the controls even after ten lifts when no further adaptation occurs . In addition, a previous study  showed that patients with dystonia have similar levels of force variability to that of controls at low force levels (25% of maximum voluntary contraction). This corresponds to our finding that force variability of patients was not significantly different from controls at the relatively low target force of 10N that we used.
In a previous study we have shown that in force matching tasks with known stiffness conditions, there is no difference between position and force tasks with respect to sensory weighting . To prevent unnecessary strain to the CRPS-patients in the current study only the force task was performed. Instructing a subject to reproduce either force or position can be interpreted as focusing the subject's attention to one of the two modalities, possibly weighting force feedback heavier during a force task and position feedback during a position task. Although literature has shown that attentional manipulation of a specific sensory modality does not influence the relative weighting of that modality , the potential bias due to the current instruction would be toward force feedback and not toward position feedback.
Here we show that CRPS-patients with fixed dystonia present significantly different reproduction forces and sensory weighting that is biased toward position feedback. Assessment of sensorimotor integration may provide insight into the pathophysiology of fixed dystonia. The current findings support involvement of disturbed force feedback in fixed dystonia.

Acknowledgments

This work was greatly enriched by interactions with J.J. van Hilten, who performed the patient inclusion from the Leiden University Medical Center. WM and AS conceived the experiments, WM collected the data with practical assistance of D.M. Rosenbrand. WM, FvdH and AS wrote the manuscript.

Funding Statement

The work was funded by Dutch Government grant BSIK03016 (http://www.agentschapnl.nl). The funders had no role in study design, data collection and analysis, decision to publish, or preparation of the manuscript.

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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

PLoS and Open Access: Research is finally getting sexy

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Just assuming that CRPS was more of an orphan disease this year than last, I had not noticed that my MedWorm feed results were no longer arriving. Either MedWorm has gone kaput or they're renovating, but there's been nary a word of CRPS happenings since very early in January.

So while they sort that out, I'll just do the oh-so-hard work of plugging in a few terms into the Entrez cross-database search engine at NCBI. Excuse me while I wipe the sweat from my brow.

And puh-leeze, if you're tech savvy enough to search out blogs 'n such, you're plenty capable of sorting through a couple of hundred articles and thousands of abstracts to find *exactly* that aspect of CRPS you're researching.

So here is a link, an exciting one, to PMC's (that's PubMed Central, part of the US National Library of Medicine, National Institutes of Health) current listing of 719 articles "about" CRPS that are available FREE, online.  You know how I feel about FREE!

----->> PubMed Central: free, full text journal articles -- and please note that I did a simple, one-item search.  You'll be richly rewarded the more you hone your search terms, though it does help to "go large," and then narrow down.

Just to share a bit of what you can expect as a reward, the first article that pops up is titled "Complex Interaction of Sensory and Motor Signs and Symptoms in Chronic CRPS," and its introduction is very layperson friendly:


Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS), mostly regarded as a neuropathic pain disorder, is typically evolving after a minor trauma of the limb . Besides pain, CRPS displays a multifaceted clinical pattern consisting of vaso- and sudomotor changes, as well as trophic and motor disturbances, edema and somatosensory changes . In consequence, many patients sustain impairments of hand function persisting even many years after the initial trauma . The clinical presentation, and therefore the criteria leading to the diagnosis of CRPS, are mostly applied to patients with recently emerging, “acute” CRPS . Much less is known about the occurrence of the respective signs and symptoms when the initial phase of the disease subsides. Furthermore, the underlying pathophysiology of CRPS is still under debate . Some authors stress the role of peripheral pathomechanisms, namely peripheral neurogenic inflammation and small fiber axonal degeneration . In addition, autoimmune dysfunction seems to be involved in CRPS pathomechanisms . Contrariwise, a distinguished body of literature supports the involvement of the central nervous system in terms of sensory as well as motor adaptive changes. More generally, the level of accompanying chronic stress and depression might also account for somatosensory changes and the level of ongoing or evoked pain particularly in chronic pain patients. However, the degree of stress and depression in patients with chronic CRPS is not well characterized. Recently, it has been suggested that the pathophysiological mechanisms of CRPS follow a distinct time course, with a preponderance of peripheral inflammation and beginning of small fiber degeneration in the acute phase, and progression of small fiber degeneration as well as central pathomechanisms dominating the chronic phase of the disease . It is still unclear to which degree the underlying pathophysiological mechanisms predict the clinical presentation of CRPS and the resulting outcome of the disease, although recent studies suggest an interdependency between the clinical presentation, the underlying pathophysiology and possible consequences in terms of resulting impairments. Namely, differences in skin temperature might facilitate the discrimination between an ongoing peripheral or central pathophysiology. . So far, many clinical studies focused on the characterization of different specific aspects of the disease, for example the degree of neurological changes or the description of motor impairments . Furthermore, many studies mixed patients with short duration of the disease with those suffering from chronic CRPS. Up to now, a comprehensive survey linking quantitative sensory changes to CRPS symptomatology and the degree of resulting impairment is still unavailable for patients with chronic CRPS. In order to expand the knowledge of clinical characteristics of chronic CRPS and the level of concomitant stress and depression, as well as to characterize the degree of resulting hand impairment and disability, this study was performed.
Published by PLoS ONE, the entire text is there.

And now a word about PLoS ONE, and why these things get me so excited, and if you are a citizen trying to advocate for yourself or a loved one, trying to help your health care professionals out when dealing with an obscure disease, or at least, a non-sexy and underfunded one, why you should be supportive of them and excited, too!


Posted on  by David Knutson  
PLOS applauds the efforts of legislation sponsors Sens. Cornyn (R-TX), and Wyden (D-OR) and Rep. Doyle (D-PA), Yoder (R-KS) and Lofgren (D-CA) with the introduction of bipartisan and bicameral legislation that will maximize the impact of federally funded research. The Fair Access to Science and Technology Research act (FASTR) act states: 
”The US has a substantial interest in maximizing the impact and utility of the research it funds by enabling a wide range of reuses of the peer-reviewed literature that reports the results of such research, including by enabling computational analysis by state-of-art technology. 
The Federal Government funds basic and applied research with the expectation that new ideas and discoveries that result from the research, if shared and effectively disseminated, will advance science and improve the lives and welfare of people in the US and around the world.  The internet makes it possible for this information to be promptly available to every scientist, physician, educator and citizens at home, in school, or in a library” 
Increasing access to research outputs delivers benefits for the economy, for medical patients, for innovators and for the general public. In Tuesday’s State of the Union Speech President Barack Obama referenced the Human Genome Project, which has generated both good science and $141 dollars returned for every dollar spent. In addition, one of President Obama’s distinguished guests was Jack Andraka, a high school sophomore, who won the 2012 Intel International Science and Engineering Fair for his creation of a new method to detect early-stage pancreatic cancer. His discovery was made possible by using the research outputs he could access freely online. 
We are seeing a proliferation of increased access, from new journals to new guidelines and legislation. In the UK, PLOS strongly supports the efforts of the UK Government and Research Councils to increase access to publicly funded research. We applaud the development and implementation of policies in Ireland, Denmark, Argentina, Australia and in the European Union. We stand firmly alongside any organization or initiative that attempts to eliminate unnecessary barriers to the immediate availability, access and use of research, and we look forward to working with them in the journey towards full Open Access. 
We invite you to join us in the PLOS mission to lead a transformation in research communication for the benefit of all. We urge you to call, write or email your congressional representative and express your support for FASTR. Click here to read the Fair Access to Science and Technology Research Act.

Bipartisan, bicameral legislation, oh, excusez-moi, I've got the shivers!  If you have CRPS or any other underfunded, under-researched, and terribly depressing disease that makes you search for help and hope online at 3 AM, then support this legislation, and work to free up information.  Take a measure of control back!

Strike a blow for Quality of Life!  QOL!  ADL!  PDQ!  ASAP!  QID!  NPO!  Download and print a copy of the legislation and use it as the basis for some incredibly painful but life-affirming bit of physical therapy.  I dunno, practice turning the pages, one by one.  Lift it over your head.  Drop it and pick it up.  Throw it at some lazy, whiny person! {::ducking::} Woo hoo, life is grand!

Well, it probably shows -- I'm feeling rotten and pretending it just ain't so.  As in, seriously rotten, should probably head for the hospital rotten.  But I'm trying, also, to stick to The Plan -- minimal interventions, just putting out the 3-alarm fires, and letting this bleeping infection in my bones and the CRPS take their course.  It's a hard habit to break, wanting to call for help for every crisis.  

This is where my well-known zen-like, calm and centered self comes into play.

Oh, shut up.  I can try!