Tuesday, July 2, 2013

for dad



i keep coming back to this song, for all four of us. dad died a year ago tomorrow, though no one knows, really, if he did not maybe curl up on the couch and die late in the evening on july 2.  no one saw.  margaret found him, of course, curled up so cozy dead.  but this song is not for her.  this is for us four.  if dad can hear music.

doubtful.

okay, so this is for me and bobby and howie, and maybe the gist of it will howl around the old man.


I come from a long line
High and low and in between
Same as you
Hills of golden
Hails of poison
Time’s thrown me through
And I believe I’ve come to learn
That turnin’ round
Is to become confusion
And the gold’s no good for spending
And the poison’s hungry waiting

What can you leave behind
When you’re flyin’ lightning fast
And all alone?
Only a trace, my friend,
Spirit of motion born
And direction grown.
A trace that will not fade
In frozen skies
Your journey will be
And if her shadow doesn’t seem much company
Who said it would be?

There is the highway
And the homemade lovin’ kind
The highway’s mine
And us ramblers are getting the travelling down
You fathers build with stones
That stand and shine
Heaven’s where you find it
And you can’t
Take too much with you
But daddy, don’t you listen
It’s just this highway talkin’

All things that are alive
Are brothers in the soil
And in the sky
And I believe it
With my blood
If not my eyes
I don’t know why we can’t
Be brothers here
I know we should be
Answers don’t seem easy
And I’m wonderin’
If they could be

-- townes van zandt

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