Thursday, January 31, 2013

CRPS: Open Clinical Trials (and those not yet recruiting)


My apologies to CRPS-ers for not having updated recently on Clinical Trials.  Unfortunately, despite the delay in posting, I recognize the continued inclusion of studies that don't seem to have made much progress or perhaps may not be active.  Please perform your own due diligence.



Clinical Trials in Cartoons



***The Effect of Vitamin c on Preventing Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS Type I) Following Ankle Fracture
Condition: Ankle Fracture
Interventions: Dietary Supplement: vitamin c;   Drug: placebo
NOT YET RECRUITING

***Surgical Treatment Of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome Type II (CRPS II)
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier:  NCT01392599
Condition: CRPS Type II
Procedure: SUBCUTANEOUS VENOUS SYMPATHECTOMY (RSVS)
Sponsor: Medical University of Vienna
Detailed Description:
For 140 years the treatment of Complex Regional Pain Syndromes Type II (CRPS II) has been an unsolved problem. Recent findings in animal models assume that CRPS Type II is maintained by a coupling of newly sprouted sympathetic and sensible fibres. Therapeutic approaches have included conventional pain medication, physical therapy, sympathetic blocks, transcutaneous or spinal cord stimulation, injections or infusion therapies and sympathectomy. Alone or in combination these therapies often yielded unfavorable results. The majority of physicians dealing with CRPS patients are convinced that a surgical treatment of the affected extremity only exacerbates the symptoms, especially its hallmark excruciating pain. 
Patients with a CRPS Type II at the upper or the lower limb will be included in the study after ineffective pain therapy for more than 6 months. The most proximal region of pain associated with CRPS can be localized and 2% Lidocaine will be injected into that area. If the sympathetic, deep, burning pain can be blocked repeatedly with these injections, the subcutaneous veins in the previously determined area will be surgically removed. This operation should lead to the permanent resolution of symptoms. 
A visual analogue scale (VAS), the Nottingham Health Profile (NHP), thermography and physical examinations will be used to evaluate the outcome of the operation.
Contact: Wolfgang Happak, Prof., MD 00431404006980 lukikriechbaumer@hotmail.com
Contact: Lukas K Kriechbaumer, MD 00431404007177 lukas.kriechbaumer@meduniwien.ac.at

Suggested Reading for More Information:

--Bruehl S, Harden RN, Galer BS, Saltz S, Bertram M, Backonja M, Gayles R, Rudin N, Bhugra MK, Stanton-Hicks M. External validation of IASP diagnostic criteria for Complex Regional Pain Syndrome and proposed research diagnostic criteria. International Association for the Study of Pain. Pain. 1999 May;81(1-2):147-54.
--Albrecht PJ, Hines S, Eisenberg E, Pud D, Finlay DR, Connolly MK, Paré M, Davar G, Rice FL. Pathologic alterations of cutaneous innervation and vasculature in affected limbs from patients with complex regional pain syndrome. Pain. 2006 Feb;120(3):244-66. Epub 2006 Jan 19.
--Oaklander AL, Rissmiller JG, Gelman LB, Zheng L, Chang Y, Gott R. Evidence of focal small-fiber axonal degeneration in complex regional pain syndrome-I (reflex sympathetic dystrophy). Pain. 2006 Feb;120(3):235-43. Epub 2006 Jan 19.
--Arnold JM, Teasell RW, MacLeod AP, Brown JE, Carruthers SG. Increased venous alpha-adrenoceptor responsiveness in patients with reflex sympathetic dystrophy. Ann Intern Med. 1993 Apr 15;118(8):619-21. No abstract available.
--Baron R, Schattschneider J, Binder A, Siebrecht D, Wasner G. Relation between sympathetic vasoconstrictor activity and pain and hyperalgesia in complex regional pain syndromes: a case-control study. Lancet. 2002 May 11;359(9318):1655-60.
--Drummond PD, Finch PM, Smythe GA. Reflex sympathetic dystrophy: the significance of differing plasma catecholamine concentrations in affected and unaffected limbs. Brain. 1991 Oct;114 ( Pt 5):2025-36.


Conditions: Diabetic Neuropathies; Complex Regional Pain Syndrome Type II;   Resistant Peripheral Neuropathic Pain;  Chemotherapy Induced Pain Neuropathy
Device: TDCS/sham procedure on five consecutive days
NOT YET RECRUITING

***Study of Proteins Associated With Complex Regional Pain Syndrome
Conditions: Complex Regional Pain Syndromes
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT00033969
Sponsor:  National Institute of Nursing Research (NINR)
Detailed Description:
The etiology of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) is unknown but a patient typically presents with a triad of clinical findings: sensory abnormalities, perfusion abnormalities and alterations in motor function. Since some of these findings are seen in other disease states, the diagnosis is often not clear. A response to a sympathetic ganglion block (stellate or lumbar) is also suggestive of the disorder. However, there is no definitive diagnostic test for CRPS. Experience has shown that early aggressive treatment improves the prognosis. Therefore, tests that facilitate the early diagnosis would have important clinical implications. 
Advances in laboratory techniques allow analysis of clinical samples to identify protein or patterns of protein changes associated with a disease state. Patients suffering with CRPS who are currently seen in a pain clinic will be asked to participate in this study. The subjects will complete a brief symptom survey, be examined by a co-investigator to document sensory, temperature and trophic changes, and have a blood sample collected for protein and gene expression (RNA) analysis. Blood samples from age-matched controls will be collected from non-CRPS patients. Fifty patient samples collected from each group will be analyzed and used to teach the diagnostic software and an additional 20 samples (10 controls, 10 CRPS patients) will be used to validate diagnostic accuracy.
Contact: Andrew J Mannes, M.D.  (301) 594-7328  amannes@mail.nih.gov
Additional Information:  NIH Clinical Center Detailed Web Page
Suggested Reading for More Information:
--Bichsel VE, Liotta LA, Petricoin EF 3rd. Cancer proteomics: from biomarker discovery to signal pathway profiling. Cancer J. 2001 Jan-Feb;7(1):69-78. Review.
--Bittner M, Meltzer P, Chen Y, Jiang Y, Seftor E, Hendrix M, Radmacher M, Simon R, Yakhini Z, Ben-Dor A, Sampas N, Dougherty E, Wang E, Marincola F, Gooden C, Lueders J, Glatfelter A, Pollock P, Carpten J, Gillanders E, Leja D, Dietrich K, Beaudry C, Berens M, Alberts D, Sondak V. Molecular classification of cutaneous malignant melanoma by gene expression profiling. Nature. 2000 Aug 3;406(6795):536-40.
--Chelimsky TC, Low PA, Naessens JM, Wilson PR, Amadio PC, O'Brien PC. Value of autonomic testing in reflex sympathetic dystrophy. Mayo Clin Proc. 1995 Nov;70(11):1029-40.

***Near-infrared Spectroscopic Measurement in Complex Regional Pain Syndrome
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01586377
Condition: Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy
Sponsor:  Lawson Health Research Institute
Information provided by (Responsible Party): Geoff Bellingham, Lawson Health Research Institute
Detailed Description:

The pathophysiology of CRPS-1 is unknown yet a considerable number of studies suggest that the fundamental cause of abnormal pain is due to microvascular pathology of deep tissues. 
Reduced blood flow to deep tissues such as muscle, nerve, and bone can lead to a combination of inflammatory and neuropathic pain processes (Coderre TJ et al. 2010). Evidence to support this model of microcirculatory dysfunction includes observations that skin capillary oxygenation is decreased and skin lactate is increased in affected limbs of patients (total of 11 patients in lactate study) (Birklein F et al. 2000, Manahan AP et al. 2007). It has also been reported that patients with CRPS-I have abnormal vasodilatory responses after sympathetically-mediated vasoconstriction (Dayan L et al. 2008) and decreased concentrations of nitric oxide in the affected limb (Groeneweg JG et al. 2006). 
Near-infrared spectroscopy (NIRS) is a non-invasive method of measuring tissue oxygenation using the differential absorption properties of oxygenated and deoxygenated hemoglobin in biological tissue (Creteur J 2008). Near-infrared light is only transmitted through small vessels with diameter less than 1 mm (arterioles, venules and capillaries). Since NIRS is limited to monitoring only small vessels, it can be used to assess oxygen balance in the microcirculation of skeletal muscle (Creteur J 2008). 
Premise 1: Complex regional pain syndrome is associated with microcirculatory dysfunction
After an injury to a patient's limb, it is hypothesized that the pressure exerted by that swelling within a relatively confined anatomical space can occlude the capillaries of adjacent tissues and cause a compartment syndrome-like injury. Coderre et al. (2010) have theorized that the resulting microcirculatory dysfunction causes a persistent inflammatory state which is then responsible for pain generation. 
In an animal model of ischemia-reperfusion injury used to study CRPS-1, microscopy of muscle and nerve tissue demonstrates microvascular evidence of a slow-flow/no-reflow phenomenon (Coderre TJ et al. 2010). Existence of a slow-flow/no-reflow state causes persistent inflammation in deep tissue. Animals subsequently develop hyperemia and edema, followed by mechano-hyperalgesia, allodynia, and cold-allodynia lasting for at least 1 month (Coderre et al. 2010). This clinical picture is similar to the clinical signs of those patients afflicted with CRPS-1. 
Premise 2: Vascular occlusion testing measures microcirculatory dysfunction NIRS measurement of peripheral tissue oxygen saturation (StO2), combined with a reproducible ischemia-reperfusion challenge to induce reactive hyperemia (vascular occlusion testing - VOT), has been described as a valid and reliable method for assessing microcirculatory dysfunction (De Backer et al. 2010). This involves a short period of forearm ischemia by inflating a blood pressure cuff on the upper arm. The blood pressure cuff is then released after approximately 3 minutes and this followed by reperfusion of the forearm. This stimulates the release of endogenous nitric oxide (NO) from the microvascular endothelium (Harel et al 2008). Measurement of this hyperemic response using NIRS has been demonstrated to be a feasible non-invasive method of quantifying microcirculatory function. This technique shares strong correlation with the gold-standard method of strain gauge plethysmography (Harel et al. 2008).
Contact: Geoff A Bellingham, MD FRCPC (519) 646-6100 ext 64218 geoff.bellingham@sjhc.london.on.ca
Location: Canada, Ontario
Pain Clinic, St. Joseph's Health Care London Hospitals
London, Ontario, Canada, N6A 4V2

Suggested Reading for More Information:

--Birklein F, Weber M, Neundörfer B. Increased skin lactate in complex regional pain syndrome: evidence for tissue hypoxia? Neurology. 2000 Oct 24;55(8):1213-5.
--Creteur J. Muscle StO2 in critically ill patients. Curr Opin Crit Care. 2008 Jun;14(3):361-6. Review.
--Coderre TJ, Bennett GJ. A hypothesis for the cause of complex regional pain syndrome-type I (reflex sympathetic dystrophy): pain due to deep-tissue microvascular pathology. Pain Med. 2010 Aug;11(8):1224-38. Review.
--Dayan L, Salman S, Norman D, Vatine JJ, Calif E, Jacob G. Exaggerated vasoconstriction in complex regional pain syndrome-1 is associated with impaired resistance artery endothelial function and local vascular reflexes. J Rheumatol. 2008 Jul;35(7):1339-45. Epub 2008 May 1.
--De Backer D, Ospina-Tascon G, Salgado D, Favory R, Creteur J, Vincent JL. Monitoring the microcirculation in the critically ill patient: current methods and future approaches. Intensive Care Med. 2010 Nov;36(11):1813-25. Epub 2010 Aug 6. Review.
--Doerschug KC, Delsing AS, Schmidt GA, Haynes WG. Impairments in microvascular reactivity are related to organ failure in human sepsis. Am J Physiol Heart Circ Physiol. 2007 Aug;293(2):H1065-71. Epub 2007 May 4.
--Groeneweg JG, Huygen FJ, Heijmans-Antonissen C, Niehof S, Zijlstra FJ. Increased endothelin-1 and diminished nitric oxide levels in blister fluids of patients with intermediate cold type complex regional pain syndrome type 1. BMC Musculoskelet Disord. 2006 Nov 30;7:91.
--Harel F, Denault A, Ngo Q, Dupuis J, Khairy P. Near-infrared spectroscopy to monitor peripheral blood flow perfusion. J Clin Monit Comput. 2008 Feb;22(1):37-43. Epub 2007 Nov 27.
--Skarda DE, Mulier KE, Myers DE, Taylor JH, Beilman GJ. Dynamic near-infrared spectroscopy measurements in patients with severe sepsis. Shock. 2007 Apr;27(4):348-53.


***Thoracic Sympathetic Block for the Treatment of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome I of the Upper Limb
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01612364
Condition: Complex Regional Pain Syndrome I of Upper Limb
Intervention/Procedure: thoracic sympathetic block
Sponsor: University of Sao Paulo
Collaborator: University of Sao Paulo General Hospital

This is a double-blind randomized controlled trial to evaluate the efficacy of the sympathetic block via thoracic vertebra T3 for the treatment of CRPS I upper limb. Patients with CRPS I refractory to medical treatment will be subjected to four physical therapy sessions and then the randomized for experimental or control block and then more four physiotherapy sessions. Patients will be evaluated after one month of the blockade (primary outcome) and then up to 12 months. Will be evaluated by analgesic scale (Mcgill, brief pain inventory, dn4 questionnaire, NPSI, VAS), functional (ADM) and quality of life (HAD and WHOQOL-brief).
Contact: Roberto O Rocha, MD 551182668553 contato@drrobertorocha.com.br
Location: Brazil
Hospital das Clinicas, Faculty of Medicine, University of Sao Paulo
Sao Paulo, Brazil, 05403000

***Treatment of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome With Once Daily Gastric-Retentive Gabapentin (Gralise)
Condition: Complex Regional Pain Syndrome I (CRPS I)
Interventio/Drug: Gabapentin
NOT YET RECRUITING

***Use of Compression Glove to Prevent Complications After Distal Radius Fractures: a Randomized Controlled Trial
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01118715
Conditions:  Post-traumatic Carpal Tunnel Syndrome; Complex Regional Pain Syndrome; Edema
Intervention/Device: Compression glove

Distal radius fractures (DRF) are the most common type of fracture in the human body, and a large proportion of DRFs result in complications. Previously proposed preventive strategies have questionable efficacy and may impose additional risks on the patient. Because many complications secondary to distal radius fractures are associated with excessive swelling, a prophylactic means for edema reduction could dramatically reduce morbidity among this population. A compression glove is a non-invasive, non-pharmacological way to reduce edema. Previous studies have confirmed its utility in edema reduction after hand trauma and among patients with chronic inflammatory conditions, but none have sufficiently investigated the application to patients with distal radius fractures, a population in which this intervention could have a large impact. The investigators propose a randomized controlled trial to evaluate use of a compression glove during recovery among patients who have sustained an unstable distal radius fracture. The investigators hypothesize that patients who wear a compression glove after a distal radius fracture:
Will experience less edema
Will demonstrate greater functionality
Will recover more quickly
Will have lower incidence rates of carpal tunnel syndrome
Will have lower incidence rates of complex regional pain syndrome
Contact: Michael S Shuler, MD 706-424-8438 msimmss@hotmail.com
Location: United States, Georgia
Athens Orthopedic Clinic
Athens, Georgia, United States, 30606



***Effects of Pennsaid on Clinical Neuropathic Pain
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01508676
Conditions: Neuralgia; Postherpetic Neuralgia;  Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy; Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS)
InterventionS/Drug: Pennsaid topical 1.5% diclofenac; Drug: Placebo (2.3% DMSO solution)

Detailed Description:
The research study will compare Pennsaid to placebo. The placebo looks like Pennsaid, but it doesn't contain any Pennsaid. The investigators use placebos in research to see if the results are due to the study drug or to other reasons. At some time during the study the investigators will give the patient Pennsaid. At another time, the investigators will give the patient placebo. The investigators are using Quantitative Sensory Testing (QST), which is temperature testing before and after using the study drug to see if Pennsaid is helpful in reducing people's nerve pain. 
In this test, a small metal plate, about the size of a matchbox, is put on the area where the patient has pain. The plate is connected to a computer that can warm or cool the plate. The patient will use a computer mouse button to tell us when the plate feels warm. The QST machine is approved by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA). It is often used by nerve doctors to see if a person has neuropathy (pain caused by damage to a nerve).
Contact: Abigail S. Cohen, B.A. 617-724-6102 acohen18@partners.org
Contact: Trang T. Vo, B.A. 617-724-6102 tvo3@partners.org
Location: United States, Massachusetts
MGH Center for Translational Pain Research
Boston, Massachusetts, United States, 02114
Responsible Party: Jianren Mao, MD, PhD, Vice Chair Research, Massachusetts General Hospital


***Spinal Cord Stimulation and Functional MRI
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01512121
Conditions: Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS);   Neuropathic Leg Pain
The main objective is to define, using functional magnetic resonance imaging, the effects of spinal cord stimulation (SCS) on cortical and subcortical BOLD (Blood Oxygen Level Dependent) effects in patients with neuropathic leg pain. Our hypothesis is that SCS will demonstrate a consistent pattern of BOLD activation that will correlate with symptomatic improvement.
Inclusion Criteria:
Age 18-55 years at time of enrollment.
Have previous implantation of thoracic epidural Medtronic Restore Ultra, Prime Advanced and Restore Advanced SCS in place for the treatment of CPRS-type 1 or chronic refractory neuropathic leg pain following FBSS. The implantation must be 3 or more months prior to enrollment.
Patient must have reported significant pain improvement (>50%) following implantation of the SCS.
Have consistently reproducible pain relief (> 50%) within 10 minutes of switching SCS from an OFF state to an ON state.
The SCS battery is implanted in the buttocks region.
Unilateral or bilateral extremity pain.
Able to provide informed consent.
Exclusion Criteria:
Contraindication to MRI such as: SCS lead in the cervical epidural region Cardiac pacemaker Intracranial aneurysm clips, metallic implants or external clips within 10mm of the head Metallic foreign metals within the orbits Pregnancy; (urine pregnancy test will be done to confirm) Claustrophobia.
Pattern of response to spinal cord stimulation Inconsistent response of pain to spinal cord stimulation Long interval (> 10 minutes) before pain relief following switching SCS from an OFF state to an ON state (with "optimal" parameters) - long "washout" period Lack of significant pain improvement (< 50%) following implantation of SCS
Positive history of significant brain lesions or pathology including:
Prior ablative neurosurgery
History of large vessel strokes or brain tumors
Psychological Screening

Contact: Phuong Nguyen 614-366-6952 phuong.nguyen2@osumc.edu
Location: United States, Ohio
The Ohio State Medical Center
Columbus, Ohio, United States, 43210
Principal Investigator: Ali Rezai, MD

***Regional Anesthesia Military Battlefield Pain Outcomes Study
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT00431847
Conditions: Anxiety Disorders;  Complex Regional Pain Syndrome Type II;  Depressive Disorders;   Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder;  Substance Abuse
Intervention/Procedure: Regional Anesthesia
Detailed Description:
BACKGROUND:
Adequate pain management for combat casualties balances the need for emergent, life-saving care with the urgency to remove soldiers from harm's way. Control of pain in traumatic battlefield situations may be impossible until safe evacuation to a surgical facility is achieved and a wounded soldier can receive general anesthesia. Recent evidence suggests that neural plasticity in the central nervous system coupled with hyperstimulation of central neuronal pathways lead to neuropathological remodeling. This neural rewiring may result in chronic pain for patients who have experienced severe, unrelieved acute pain. In addition, the stress of combat along with the suffering of prolonged uncontrolled pain may contribute to psychological disorders, such as post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, and substance abuse.
OBJECTIVE:
The purpose of this study is to evaluate the effect of early and aggressive advanced regional anesthesia on the chronic neuropathic pain, health related quality of life, and mental health of OEF/OIF veterans who have suffered a major limb injury in combat. An additional aim of this study is to quantify and characterize the short-term and long-term effects of traumatic combat limb injuries on post-injury acute pain, chronic pain, health related quality of life, functional status, social reintegration, psychological adjustment, and substance abuse behaviors in a population of injured military personnel.
METHOD:
This study employs a cohort repeated measures study design involving prospective data collection at scheduled intervals. Interviews with participants provide data on pain outcomes, psychiatric morbidities, and quality of life. Follow up evaluations conclude at the two year anniversary of the start of combat injury rehabilitation. Medical records information collected retrospectively from armed services treatment facilities provide data on the use of pain management therapies as well as individual responses to regional anesthesia.
IMPLICATIONS FOR RESULTS:
The findings of this study may impact the clinical field by providing information on the effectiveness and benefits of early advanced regional anesthesia for chronic pain control. This study may also provide data to determine whether regional anesthesia pain treatments prevent or reduce the development of psychological maladjustment disorders such as post-traumatic stress disorder, depression, and substance abuse in a population of military personnel with combat limb injuries.

Contact: Yolanda S Williams, MPH (215) 823-5800 ext 2774 yolanda.williams5@va.gov
Contact: Rollin M Gallagher, MD MPH (215) 823-5800 ext 3399 rollin.gallagher@va.gov
Locations:
United States, Maryland
Walter Reed National Military Medical Center Recruiting
Bethesda, Maryland, United States, 20889
Contact: Lt. Col. Chester C Buckenmaier III, MD         cbuckenmaier@dvpmi.org
  
United States, Pennsylvania
Pain Management Service Recruiting
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, United States, 19104
Contact: Steven L Martin, BBA     (215) 823-6023     Steven.Martin@va.gov  
Contact: Yvette Roberts     (215) 823-5800 ext 6020     yvette.roberts@va.gov  
Principal Investigator: Rollin McCulloch Gallagher, MD MPH  
      
United States, Texas
Brooke Army Medical Center & US Army Institute of Surgical Research Recruiting
Fort Sam Houston, Texas, United States, 78234
Contact: Brandon Goff, MD         brandon.goff@us.army.mil  

***Distances From Cricoid Cartilage to the Targets of Stellate Ganglion Block
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01601925
Conditions: Herpes Zoster;   CRPS
Intervention: supine extended position of the neck
Stellate ganglion block targets are C6 transverse process or C7 transverse process in anterior paratracheal approach which is most popular method. Cricoid cartilage is known that it is located at C6 level in supine neutral position of the neck. But stellate ganglion block is performed in supine extended position of the neck. So cricoid cartilage will move up to cephalad direction and pain doctors should find C6 or C7 transverse process at lower neck area than cricoid cartilage.
Contact: Jong B Choi 82-2-2019-6093 romeojb@naver.com
Location: Korea, Republic of
Gangnam Severance Hospital
Seoul, Korea, Republic of
Sponsors and Collaborators: Yonsei University

***Comparison of Methods of Lumbar Sympathetic Ganglion Block: Distance vs Angle
ClinicalTrials.gov Identifier: NCT01648543
Condition: Lumbar Sympathetic Ganglion Block Indication: Neuropathic Pain, CRPS, Hyperhydrosis Etc.
Intervention/Procedure: lumbar sympathetic ganglion block

Lumbar sympathetic ganglion block is used for several neuropathic pain syndromes. The best method of lumbar sympathetic ganglion block is not established. The investigators would compare two methods of lumbar sympathetic ganglion block. One is modified Reid method which's entry point is 7~7.5cm from midline of spinous process of lumbar spine. The other is angular method which's entry angle is 30 degree from anterior-posterior view of C-arm. Comparison modified Reid method with angular method would be helpful for finding best method of lumbar sympathetic ganglion block.

Contact: Jong Bum Choi +82-2-2019-6093 ROMEOJB@yuhs.ac
Location: Korea, Republic of
Gangnam Severance Hospital
Seoul, Korea, Republic of
Sponsors and Collaborators: Yonsei University


Wednesday, January 30, 2013

MAIG Coalition: Gabrielle Giffords Calls On Congress


Uploaded on Jan 30, 2013 by maigcoalition
"Gabby Giffords made deeply moving opening remarks at today's Senate hearing on gun violence. This was the first hearing on guns since President Obama stepped forward with his recommendations, and Former Congresswoman Giffords made the most of the opportunity to call on members of Congress to take action now."

"[M]aigcoalition" is the YouTube arm of the very focused, intense, laudable group Mayors Against Illegal Guns.  Perhaps you've received a hundred emails or so from them as they "Demand A Plan" -- MAIG's grassroots initiative, a bipartisan coalition of more than 800 mayors desirous of keeping weaponry out of dangerous hands.

Lest we think these are just folks jumping on a bandwagon driven by the "sensationalism" of recent headlines, here are the 40 Action Items they posited in a blueprint published in 2009:


Recommendations from Mayors Against Illegal Guns:  A Blueprint for Implementation

1. The FBI should inform state and 
local law enforcement every time 
NICS reports that a prohibited 
person has attempted to purchase 
a firearm and, when appropriate, 
inform state mental health 
agencies when NICS rejects a 
buyer due to mental health.
The Federal Bureau 
of Investigations 
(FBI), Bureau of 
Alcohol, Tobacco 
& Firearms (ATF)


2.  The Justice Department should 
identify which NICS rejections 
should be investigated and 
prosecuted. 
DOJ, FBI, ATF 

3. The Department of Homeland 
Security (DHS) should require 
REAL ID-compliant identification 
for all gun purchases after 
December 1, 2014.
The Department of 
Homeland Security 
(DHS), White 
House Office of 
Management and 
Budget (OMB)

4. NICS should electronically verify 
the validity of and the name 
associated with any state-issued 
identification number provided on 
a background check Form 4473.
FBI 

5.  ATF should perform background 
checks on employees of federal 
firearms licensees at the licensees’ 
request.
ATF, FBI 

6.  ATF should perform background 
checks on gun dealer employees 
during audit inspections.
ATF, FBI 

7.  The Justice Department should 
notify dealers stripped of their 
licenses that they will continue 
to be “engaged in the business” 
if they dispose of inventory in 
significant quantities for profit.
DOJ, ATF

8.  ATF should fully enforce the 
requirement that dealers notify 
ATF within five business days 
whenever they transfer more than 
one handgun to an unlicensed 
person, including when dealers 
transfer more than one handgun to 
their own personal collections.  
ATF 

9.  ATF should maintain NICS 
records of default proceed sales to 
persons on the terrorist watch list 
for 20 years and all other records 
of default proceed sales for six 
months.  
ATF, FBI

10.  When tracing guns, ATF National 
Tracing Center (NTC) personnel 
should be trained to routinely ask 
the FFL who sold the gun whether 
the recovered gun was purchased 
at a gun show and the location of 
that gun show, and then use the 
data to identify problematic gun 
shows.
ATF 

11.  ATF field agents should have the 
discretion to conduct criminal 
enforcement operations at 
gun shows when trace data, 
prosecutions, and witness 
statements suggest a particular 
show is a source of crime guns.
ATF 

12.  ATF should increase enforcement 
activities to deter sales to 
prohibited purchasers by 
unlicensed gun sellers.
ATF

13.  ATF should investigate private 
sellers at gun shows who appear to 
be engaged in the business without 
a license.
ATF 

14.  At gun shows known for criminal 
activity, agents should have 
discretion to compare purchasers’ 
addresses reported on Form 4473 
to their state driving records. 
ATF 

15.  ATF should expand Project 
Gunrunner by increasing the ATF 
personnel assigned to interdict gun 
trafficking from the United States 
to Mexico.
DOJ, ATF, DHS, 
OMB, State 
Department, 
Congress

16.  ATF should establish an Interstate 
Firearms Trafficking Unit 
(IFTU) run by an ATF Deputy 
Chief to coordinate interstate 
investigations.
ATF, DOJ, OMB, 
Congress

17.  ATF should receive an additional 
$53 million annually to hire more 
inspectors to meet its target of 
triennial dealer audits.
DOJ, ATF, OMB, 
Congress

18.  ATF should enforce a dealer’s 
license revocation when the 
dealer’s administrative appeals are 
exhausted.
ATF

19.  ATF inspectors should conduct 
undercover investigations to 
assess gun dealer compliance with 
federal laws and regulations.  
ATF

20.  ATF should investigate all 
incidents involving thefts of five 
or more guns from dealers or 
individuals.  
ATF 

21.  ATF should require FFLs to report 
to the National Crime Information 
Center (NCIC) thefts of firearms 
from common carriers and bonded 
warehouses. 
ATF 

22.  The federal government should 
report annually on lost and stolen 
guns.
DOJ, ATF 

23.  DOJ should support an 
additional 250 state and local 
law enforcement officers to be 
assigned to ATF Task Forces. 
DOJ, ATF, OMB, 
Congress

24.  ATF should create an Office 
of Tactical Trace Analysis at 
the National Tracing Center to 
proactively analyze trace data 
and to identify gun traffickers and 
problematic dealers.
ATF, DOJ, OMB, 
Congress

25.  The Office of Tactical Trace 
Analysis should use a trace-toNICS-check ratio to determine 
which dealers have a high volume 
of crime-gun traces compared to 
their approximate sales volume.
ATF 

26.  When dealers fail to respond to 
trace requests, ATF should send 
demand letters, search FFLs’ 
sales records, and/or require 
them to provide sworn statements 
describing when and to whom the 
gun was transferred. 
ATF 

27.  The Justice Department should 
require FFLs to keep logs of gun 
trace requests. 
ATF, OMB 

28.  ATF should require a second, 
hidden serial number on every 
newly manufactured gun.   
ATF, OMB 

29.  In the alternative, ATF should 
require that serial numbers be 
placed on steel and not soft metal, 
require stamped rather than etched 
marks on the gun surface, and 
require marks to be 0.0005 deep 
and 1/8 inch tall.
ATF, OMB

30.  ATF should require domestic 
manufacturers to use a 
standardized system for 
numbering firearms.  
ATF, OMB 

31.  The federal government should 
invest in local efforts to reduce 
recidivism among gun offenders.  
DOJ, OMB, 
Congress

32.  The federal government should 
increase support for community 
programs that generate tips on 
illegal firearms trafficking. 
DOJ, OMB

33.  ATF should promote the 
Responsible Firearms Retailer 
Partnership (RFRP), pioneered by 
Wal-Mart, as a voluntary program 
for gun dealers to deter the 
movement of guns into the illegal 
market.
ATF 

34.  DOJ and ATF should 
produce updated versions of 
groundbreaking reports on illegal 
firearms trafficking.
DOJ, ATF 

35.  ATF should expand the scope of 
its trace reports. 
DOJ, ATF 

36.  DOJ should fund external research 
of emerging problems in illegal 
gun trafficking and the results of 
enforcement efforts.
DOJ, ATF 

37.  Consumer Products Safety 
Commission (CPSC) should 
evaluate and develop industry 
standards for locks that meet legal 
requirements.
CPSC 

38.  The federal government should 
resume enforcement of federal 
law that bans importing “nonsporting purpose” firearms and 
ammunition. 
DHS, ATF, DOJ

39.  ATF should identify the long guns 
most linked to crime and require 
dealers to report multiple sales of 
such guns.
ATF 

40.  ATF should reclassify the Stinger 
pen gun, as well as any other 
pen guns introduced since 2002, 
as “Any Other Weapons” under 
the National Firearms Act, 
thereby subjecting them to strict 
background check, licensing, and 
registration requirements.
ATF

UPDATED: Hell's Bells: Pray for Hannah

all previous "Hannah" posts can be found HERE.

UPDATE 2/2/2013:  From Hannah's Mom:


We had a meeting yesterday with Hannah's oncologist. In addition to the Leukemia, they found a nodule in her right lung. They believe the Osteosarcoma is back. It looks like she now has 2 types of cancer she has to fight. Hannah will have another Thoracotomy Monday morning to remove the nodule. It will be biopsied to confirm it is Osteosarcoma. We are devastated to say the least. Once she has healed from surgery, they will begin chemo for the Leukemia (AML). We have a very long and terribly difficult road ahead of us. Hannah is in very good spirits and is doing quite well under the circumstances. Please continue prayers for all of us. 
**********          **********          **********          **********          **********


I love this confident face...

Aw, hell's bells.

This breaks my heart.

Hannah, my hero, the little girl who had the rotationplasty last year following discovery of osteosarcoma in her leg, now has leukemia.  Her mother just posted this plea, which I pass along to you, as I remind myself that even heroes need loving support:

Worst nightmare confirmed. They found Leukemia in Hannah's biopsy. On our way to St. Louis Children's Hospital now. Pleeeease pray! :'( 
In case you've forgotten Hannah's heroism, it comes not so much from being stricken with cancer, that happens... It comes from choosing to treat her particular form with a fairly new and radical surgical option, the rotationplasty.  Here's a great video from the Mayo Clinic about the surgery:



Uploaded on Sep 3, 2010
This is a pre-surgical video which describes rotationplasty, who the procedure is appropriate for and possible complications. This video depicts the process of being fitted for a prosthesis and learning to use it. The patient describes her active and satisfying life after rotationplasty, her emotions and the process of adjusting to living with a prosthesis.

Here is my favorite photo of Ms. Hannah, My Hero, as The Crane:

From Prayers for Hannah
There shouldn't be profanity there where Ms. Hannah is... but you'll excuse me this:
DAMN CANCER.


addendum:  some fast reading and reminding allow me to share that the only thing that heralded the development of the leukemia was a sudden bad rash over her upper body, for which they went to the logical healer, the dermatologist.  it was his biopsy that led to this second cancer diagnosis.  apparently, one of the curses of chemotherapy for osteosarcoma is that it puts the patient at risk for... leukemia.  now that is one sucky, sucky side effect.

all the poetry in the world cain't halp iffen you was raised in a barn

Last night, I entertained you with my dalliances at a "poetry" site, where it is mostly all gush and gore but mostly good intentioned and lighthearted.

illustrator: abrakadabra


I forgot that just labeling a place "poetry" doesn't keep out the troglodytes. 

And that joining such a club doesn't wring the last drips of troglodyte-me out of moi.

You gotta wrack up the points to be worth your salt as a salty poet over there, and a part of that sodium content is achieved by weeping praise in comments left your brother and sister writers.

Can I escape my academic background?  Yes, of course, I can.  Do I want to, having invested blood, sweat, tears, and more money than most medical specialists in my advanced education?  No way in hell.  Besides, it is a mantle I can wear when I've no idea who the heck I really am, and it provides good words.  Lots and lots of words.

[Will the echo of Brother-Unit Grader Boob, admonishing me about "too many words," ever echo it's damned self into the canyon's oblivion?]

What many people don't know, though more know than I suspect know, is that The Academic is as raunchy and ill-mannered and whatever-other-synonym for "raised in a barn" you'd like to add... as is anyone you're likely to meet in the produce aisle.

[Unless you're talented and self-sufficient and raise your own produce!  Big wave to TW, whose bounteous box of booty arrived yesterday!  Such stews and soups and sauces I dreamt of, and what wonderful Brother-Units, too. OKAY, GRADER BOOB, YOU CAN SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW WITH THE TOO MANY WORDS CRAP... jeez.]

Hmmm.  What is actually emerging in me are some things, some ones, that I've been missing -- The Editor, The Translator.  I love those guys, I love that they hang out in me.  Usually, they're kicked back doing crossword puzzles and anagrams, and singing dirty ditties.  But lately, since this poetry site has been insisting on commentary, I've had to consult them.  "Psst, you two:  Do I do this like I'd do an undergrad's first essay in the second week of the term?  Or do it I lay it out there like the 5 pm seminar where everyone around the table looking wise was at my apartment the night before, puking tequila in my toilet?"

They usually split the difference -- they're big on Solomon as Wisdom Guide -- and advise:  "Aw, make it like it's a Junior repeating the class and it's a rewrite -- after peer-editing -- that way you know they were puking last night, but probably beer, so you can be sure it wasn't in your apartment, and then you can't be held responsible for anything you say."

The whole sordid affair... You knew this was about a Sordid Affair, didn't you?  That's why you're still here, admit it!  

The whole sordid affair began a few days ago, when I left my second comment ever on a poem that had been posted a couple of years ago.  I did not choose the poem to read, the magic computer poetry site smushed it in my face and said, "Comment or remain -- forevermore -- a wannabe poetess." So I gave it the laser intense focus of my best attention, and wrote, with sincerity, about some confusion of protagonists and my profound appreciation of a well-placed comma.  *You* know me, and you know the power of a well-placed comma.  Well, in my world.  I gave what I thought was a good representation of my level of appreciation -- two clapping hands out of three. And, really, given that I have but one shoulder and my other arm is flaky as all get out, well, two hands clapping is a barely achievable thang, anyways...

You gotta admit they're playing to the lowest common denominator of self-interest when the higher you rate (by means of iconic clapping hands) a poem, the more points YOU get.  So if I work really hard, and practice every day, and pray to the Lord above?  Maybe I can honestly come up with three hands clapping!  The orthopods would love to design such a prosthesis...

Raven on a Hill


So the poet in question took great offense.  

From the poem, I envisioned a 16 or 17 year old girl.  Not 15, not 18, my age-dar is incredibly accurate after years of teaching 18-22+ year olds, and then the Hell of a few years with the 15-18 crowd.

If the poet isn't lying, he claims to be 32.

He wrote:
I'm not certain about many of the things you have said in this comment. Why is enjoy the "wrong verb choice?" Why do you "struggle with the people peopling this poem?" What does that mean? Are you referring to the many people who "enjoyed" it? Are you saying you require me to argue my choice of words used herein?
I'm happy you enjoyed the comma.
Perhaps you could clarify. Is English your first language?

I apologized (my comments have been erased, "somehow," while his remain.  Kind of ass-backwards but, there you go...), explained that I was a rusty academic and tried, again, to convince him that the "comma" comment was from the heart, though drifting more and more toward the gut.
To which he wizzed back:

Yes... an academic.  No, not at all. Calling yourself an academic in order to excuse yourself from incoherence. That's not going to fly here.
As to your comment on confusion, you seem to be the only one confused.
"party of one"
I'm not, as you can plainly see arguing anything you ignoramus. You just come across as pompous, confused and incoherent. However, I was uncertain, I turned to a couple trusty readers, and it's safe to say, your comment is obscure at best.
Thanks wierdo.
~M

Ah.  I guess this is supposed to be... sport?  So I thought best to bow out.  I did throw myself a pity party, feeling maligned by what was a rude welcome to the site, but understanding that I can be dense (in any way you'd like to define "dense"), and closed with a request for mutual compassion.
As fast as fast can be in electronic time, he rallied:

I could certainly show compassion. However, upon my first visit to your page and reading what you've posted there, I suppose I got a really bad impression. Perhaps the community would welcome you a bit more, if the first thing you did upon joining was something other than posting an insult to to the same community you wish to be a part of on your user page.
BOING!  Arrow to the heart.  This is what I had written on my "user page," though I blushed now at the thought of a 32-year old poet reading such nonsense:  

I admit that this place scares me. Many levels of talent.  Many people married to their words.  I cannot speak to the passion, purportedly what binds the community? (Is that right?  Did I get that right?) 
If so, Isn't it a bit on the masturbatory side of things? And remember -- whether you are for masturbation or all in a lather against it -- it is you who bring any weighty value to the word, much less the act! 
"Pay up and buy your word concoctions some love?"
(As You Like It, of course -- carrying the risk of "too much of a good thing," and the potential need for potent antibiotics.) 
But there is an innate rightness in that: Poetry should be a commodity, bought and sold. And maybe here, it's reached the thin air where ditties are bartered?  And again, don't weigh down my word choice with judgment. 
Just sit with it.  Masturbatory, Community, Dripping Love Infectious Concoctions, A Commodities Exchange (What three applauding marauding hands can get you!), Bartered Ditties. 
Hey, that's probably the most profound BrainBlurb I've had on poetics, ever!
Were I blessed to be in a band, "Bartered Ditties" might be a top twenty name choice.
I had to put SOMETHING.  And, I swear, I just decided to be honest.  After all, I was not a "gold member," had put nothing on the head of the barrel, and was not out to delude anyone.  Oh, no, not pretending to be my dead cat Monaghan and an -- ach mein gott! -- academic!

So I let the matter go.  Really.

Then, two days ago, or yesterday, I receive this message from said poet:
I don't give a fuck what you do. lol
Without referential background... I think I ignored it.  Not sure.  I may have inquired as to what the fuck the asshole was pulling out of his butt now... but I don't think so.

Then, today, again without the courtesy of a point of origin:

hey, guess what...
fuck you!

One hour post that "fuck you," I got another!

hey, guess what...
fuck you!

So I guess it's on some sort of bot timer and I'll be receiving these forever. 

Oh, wait!  Here is my last comment, somehow not yet erased!  

and wayyyyy up yours.  man, you class up the joint.
Ravens Corner Pharmacy


In other news, I wrote a new poem.  Honest to God, I cannot read that -- "I wrote a new poem" -- without requiring medication for seizures!  Anyway, I *did* -- in defense of poor Poe's raven.  They have it scattered everywhere other there, and you'll note I made recent use of a poor crow, too -- but whose wings were battered, frayed.  I think I'm getting too old for all this.  After all, I'm not a 32 year old.  From California.  

{giggling at the memory of the drive-bys on our oakland avenue, at walking from berkeley to sausalito in cotton chinese mary janes, at getting drunk just before the defense of my thesis, at the china bowl express in lalaland, in awe of the people i loved and admired there...}

Sniff. Pinky in air.  Ready for the poem?

Madness makes an easy exit
by Monaghan

my heart bleeds
(a good thing)
for poe's poor raven.

raped all over the damned place,
placed wittily on the extended lyric limn of capital letters --
limbic, but not near enough obscure

that anyone could fail to make
the connection.

i mean, the raven is a one-word
bird and the narrator descending, as narrators
so often do, into

messy madness -- because madness makes
an easy exit from a poem.

Okay, well, this concludes today's soap opera digest of what's going on in the pay-your-way poetry world!  Fred and Ruby just tore off down the road toward the vet again -- no, Bodacious Buddy is fine.  He decided to take Dobby and Marmy in for their annual exams, and we had all kinds of fun getting Marmy into the pet carrier... because Fred does know that those two lose in the car might land him in Tante Louise's jail for Funky Driving.  Besides, being Mother and Son, they comfort each other.  And Marmy gets to piss all over Dobby, the highlight of her year.  The poor thing is terrified of the vet, source, she knows, of that accursed eye goop.

I'm outta here... Buddy is crying, never having been separated from his feline friends before.  Maybe this is where, and how, I am supposed to be.




Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Esquisse and Incubare

Insomnia, Part Four


Can you handle more late afternoon communiqués from this puss-filled, brain-damaged, hot-hot-hot me?

There are some relative newbies to the blog, and if my brief introduction to them at another social (but never the socialist, how long shall I be denied?) web site -- dedicated to the prospect that most anyone is a poet -- OH, CAST THIS SENTENCE INTO HELL'S PIT.

There are new Readers aboard.  They come from two main sources, pools of candidates drawn from their cool, dank waters by curiosity, and fear.  The trustworthy ones, with whom you'd leave your babe-in-arms for the weekend -- with a minimum of Pampers, four jars of strained organic peas, and an extra dark-dyed onesies to hide the spills -- are from this place called All Poetry.  That's right, optimists dressed up in smeared black eye-liner, but who will coo for the baby as soon as your back is turned and your ear obstructed by layers of doors, and a mile or two.  Ah, but the shifty-eyed devils, mostly men with severely scraped faces, clinging to the dangling scraps of their dissipating morality, mummies come unwrapped, are panicked Walmart pharmacists and mid-managers.

If you're of new readership but deny the provenance I just outlined, well, please, make yourself at home.  No childcare duties for you, no burden of instant animus.

Yesterday was a good day.  I put in almost eight hours of uninterrupted domestic labor and The Manor reflected my work in smells of polish and cleansers, in neatly made beds, and with the faint suggestion of the scales I practiced on Fred's piano every time I happened to pass by.  There was pain galore but manageable, until it wasn't and so I quit, happy with the hope of maybe sleeping well as recompense.

Hopes dashed, I got up to do more laundry, to swap one novel for another, to tend to Bianca's ever-broken heart and chipped thumbnail, to assuage Sven's jealousy of the fruit of his loins, the lascivious Cabana Boy -- who, cad that he is, is circling the weepy Castafiore -- and, as always, making time to brush the screeching Dobby.

Night turned into gloomy day, a pork loin was roasted, then neatly divided into five appropriate plastic containers, a few overdue gifts sent, along with overdue bill payments, and I bid "good luck and be careful" to Fred as he took off in Ruby, one outrageously large Maine Coon kitten tucked under his arm.

Yes, Buddy's second trip to the vet.  Fred believes Buddy's psychic frequency so attuned to his own that he won't cage him for the trip, nor for the time in the waiting room full of dogs, bunnies, ferrets, and other sick felines.  Have I not described Buddy's claws?  His natural exuberance?  Like Fred, I place loads of faith in Buddy and in the alignment of our stars -- but straight into the carrier he'd go were I the one driving and responsible for tempering any hint of waiting room mayhem.

I'd be sure he was ensconced in my familiar scent -- a towel, a t-shirt -- and had a favorite toy, at the present time one of my red mohair leg warmers tucked over and over until a tossable ball.  A kiss on the nose, and the bars of that cell would clang shut until the vet needed to handle him.

He's fine, by the way.  A bit of conjunctivitus, easily fixed.  We'd have had it cured days ago if only common sense had kicked in.  We treated the *one* eye, without doing preventative maintenance on the other.  The day after we congratulated ourselves on a vet trip averted, Buddy began rubbing and weeping from the other eye.  Duh.

I'm at 102, precisely.  Between 99 and 101, I am energetic and productive, and find it easy to delude myself.  I'm a happy girl!

Topping 101 -- and, for those of you in the know, doing so while on steroids -- changes everything.  I spent five hours choosing which gift basket of organic nuts and trail mix to send to my MDVIP Go-To-Guy and his staff in honor of their finally catching up on The Walmart Affair.  I would update you on that store's continued slow dance with idiocy, but even I am sick of it.

At about 101.5 I decided to read, then changed my mind in favor of listening to music, then opted to do both at once.  When I stopped checking it at 102, I did the unthinkable and turned off the somehow turned on television, in mid-Chris-Matthews, Hardball be damned.  There was an irrepressible air of clucking chickens loose in the bedroom.

Yeah, so back to this poetry business.  I haven't written poetry in years and still haven't, despite having posted some decided crap at this All Poetry site in the last few febrile days.  "Publish your poetry online,"it crows,  its symbol being, of course, a crow.

And they quantify to beat the band.

"428,081 poets."  Oh dear God.

I apparently joined some years ago, using the moniker of one of our dead cats, Monaghan.  It's not that we have a huge supply of dead cat monikers, but over time, well, beloved kitties pass on.  He was one cool cat -- a fighter (we didn't "get" him until he was an adult and such delayed neutering has less of an effect on habits such as knock-down-drag-outs in the street) and a jazz aficionado.

Hey, and here is a hint for the ages!  My password is "mon philosophe préféré + 1." So go ahead, my friends, and hack away.

According to the many quantifiers, I've submitted SIX poems, though I can only find five.

I cannot write poetry.  I may have already said that.  Once upon a time, yes.  And quite well.  Enough to be published in a fairly above board, non-vanity press kind of way.  With a check in hand and everything.  But no longer.  It hurts, frankly, and is terribly embarrassing.  So, I'm thinking this All Poetry site is the perfect place for me.

I wrote this just about an hour ago, entering my first contest.  Contestants are to begin this "round robin" skill test by submitting but one strophe, to begin with, based on a sketch that looks to me like two Japanese waifs clinging to one another seconds before being obliterated by an atomic bomb.

Winners of the first round are invited to add a second strophe and so on.

So this was my initial attempt, composed as you see it, online, in less than five minutes.  It would have been less than two minutes but I had to go pee mid-creation.  I titled it "Esquisse":


Pen, ink, charcoal: I try to honor what 
made it, not who, resisting the forced
twisting of my vane to the East
on this decidedly Western day,
and the visual bane of pen, ink,
and charcoal clues, hand-swiped
beastly bled-of-color visions, various 
bleak bombs, the requisite clinging siblings, 
and wonder whether to thank the artist 
for cuing up the Orient as horror's home
again (though my vane does creak,
rust breaking, trailing oxidated orange,
auroral to the curse) -- for that 
is not my home.




I suspect that I won't survive the first cut, if only for lack of enthusiasm.  Also, I don't think I've accumulated enough points, applause, comments, or money to be eligible to enter a contest to begin with.  You get points by participating, basically.  You tell other poets how wonderfully dark and at risk for testicular or breast cancer they are, you get points.  You click on one, two, or three icons of clapping hands, and are awarded points for your "applause."

But what makes you a poet, above all, is buying into a plan -- gold, platinum, paste, cubic zirconium, and so forth.  And even if I was willing to fork over 50 bucks to treat my favorite medical team to organic trail mix and an oversized "Thank You" card, I cannot seem to pay up for the privilege of purchasing space for my word assassinations.  The pop-ups and constant reminders that I'll get to use amazing fonts and words of many colors, plus buy the approbation of the equally talented have yet to sway me, have yet to give Discover, Visa, or Master Card the necessary impetus to pay up.

But it will probably happen.

Have you eaten yet?  I hope not, because here is "Incubare," written in as much haste as the esquisse above, but six days ago.  Feel free to trace the ascendant line of my accumulated poetic maturity.


i found two old lovers in one
week: one buried in an old miscellany,
the other beaming like an olive about
to burst a pit, but blunt handsome still.

(oily, though, as i always felt his favorite words 
to be -- smarmy, taken, snatched.)

the older one no longer lives in london,
or he does, but back then he loved to write
from rome, writing "cara mia, cara mia..."
until i thought i would simply weep.

(but see, he was -- in faith -- in love 
with my best friend, she who married someone
else.)

she sent me many postcards, all with
dreams of barnes casting down, with lightness, the church's doors;
dancing in a couplet, a doublet, wearing burgundy tights,
a velvet cloak, dancing down the aisle 
to embolden the unhappy pair, and to carry her away.

our loves and lovers of the time:
buried in miscellany, so cut to the quick
as to make precious acceptable --
we panted for his preciosity --
and then, older, buried in the borrowed, 
published, known, stealing the words
right out of people's mouths,
grease on his lips.



I will have to cough up something worthy soon -- a sestina, a rondeau, something that says I know form.  Content, for me, there, will always be as content is for me, here:  always a meta-something. Poetry is always and only about poetry.

Oh, sweet Reader!  A cold sweat is breaking on my brow....  How wonderful!  I must be on my way down.  In a bit, then, I'll wash up, don the jammies, and give this thing called sleep another go.  It's either that or more poetry, and I don't need to wait for the polls to know which way the wind blows.



Monday, January 28, 2013

A Good Start: "I have no idea what I'm doing"


Refreshing news from the Gothic Wonderland, specifically, The Duke University Partnership for Service.

They're doing good stuff in the name of "social change."  Such as:


Description: Camp Kesem is a free one-week summer camp for children whose parents have or have had cancer, entirely run by Duke and UNC undergraduate volunteers. It’s a group where UNC and Duke put aside their rivalries and come together to a truely amazing program for a much overlooked population. 
We work all year long to fundraise over 45,000 dollars to put on a camp in August. As the second oldest and second largest Camp Kesem in the nation, we have 120 campers and 60 counselors each summer.

And then there is peer mentoring, called IGNITE, designed to help teens transition into high school from middle school -- a time of challenging shift in social and academic pressures.

Don't yawn -- it's not like good stuff abounds these days.  There is also a group working with elementary students in Durham Schools, emphasizing the outdoors, a place fewer and fewer kids are visiting!

Then there are unexpected outreaches for social change that move beyond the few miles around East and West Campus -- like:


WISER "is a chartered Duke student organization committed to helping improve the quality of girls’ secondary education in Muhuru Bay, Kenya as part of the Women’s Institute for Secondary Education and Research NGO."

But what caught my eye was an article by one Connor Cotton -- "Connor Cotton, Pratt ’14, is the student director for service for the Duke Catholic Center..." -- who had or still has a girlfriend with some insane ideas.  And you know how that always turns out.  Here is his tale of woe, published January 25, 2013 in The Chronicle, entitled:

I have no idea what I'm doing

Hi. My name is Connor, and about a year and a half ago I got in way over my head. A girl I was pretty interested in had just gotten back from doing global health research in Togo and had this kind of crazy idea of going back to the community where she had lived for two months to build a computer learning center. She wanted it to be an incentive to keep teenagers from migrating to plantations and cities and away from their families. It was a great idea, but there were some slight issues—like the fact that the community in question, Farendé, Togo, had no electricity and no power lines anywhere near it.
So, what did I do? Told her I could network all of the computers, connect them to the Internet and power them using renewable energy. It might have been a slight exaggeration of my existing skill set. … I had set up my family’s Wi-Fi and done a high school project on solar panels, but I didn’t exactly have an overwhelming amount of experience when it came to information and energy technology in rural, low-income areas.
Jumping forward to today, the village has that computer center. Not only did we build it, but we also gave it enough electricity to charge hundreds of cell phones a day and the fastest Internet connection in the country outside the capital city. How did we do it? Well to be honest, it was mostly Wikipedia, Amazon and a whole lot of luck.
But a large part of it also had to do with admitting what we didn’t know. The project would have been a disaster if we hadn’t admitted to each other early on that we had no idea what we were doing. Our answers to how we would solve the problems we were facing had to change pretty much every day. Not only did we not know the answers, a lot of times we didn’t even know the problems.
With that in mind, I still had to believe in myself. As a 20-year-old college student embarking on an international service trip, people’s hopes for my success were not exactly high. A sales attendant at Home Depot refused to sell me a fuse box because he thought I was going to burn a building down. My family doctor told me that it was hopeless to try and change anything in “the third world.” My mom tried to stop me from going because she was afraid I wouldn’t come back in one piece. I had varying degrees of respect and care for all of these people, but to a certain degree I still disregarded what they told me.
It’s a fine line to walk between believing in yourself and becoming so arrogant that you miss seeing the signs of your own shortcomings.
Living in Farendé was a hard lesson on what can happen when projects are carried out when people think they have all the answers. Western, Eastern and regional organizations that came with a goal in mind ignored some aspect of the local context. They thought they already had things figured out and established their projects only to watch as their efforts stalled and eventually failed. The signs of failed development efforts were everywhere you looked.
We are students at an elite university, and we’ve all earned our place here. We are capable of accomplishing great things, but we are still capable of falling flat on our faces. With our project only seven months off the ground it’s too early to tell which one we’ve done, but I’m really hoping for the first. My point is to tell you that you should believe in yourself, that you are capable of amazing things and that you have an amazing future ahead of you if you choose it.
However, I also want to ask you to be careful. Remember that we do not have all the answers. We learn a lot of things here at Duke, but we don’t learn everything—and the things that we don’t learn here we might learn from people we least expect. Balance the faith you have in yourself with a good dose of humility. I ignored the sales attendant at Home Depot, but listened to the sales attendant at Lowes when he told me a way to attach light switches to a cement wall that I would have never figured out on my own.
The culture of competition we have at Duke drives us to be better than we would be otherwise, but it also pressures us to hide our imperfections from others. We pretend to be better than we are because we don’t want others to see our flaws, but we deserve to be here, flaws included. If we balance believing in ourselves, accepting our flaws and reaching out to each other for help, just think of what we could accomplish.